November 2010
5 posts
Uni work, thinking about it is consuming my life. I miss my friends, specially Lucy and Adam. I miss going out and actually enjoying myself. Can’t wait for this year to be over, and hope that I pass so I don’t gotta do it again.
Its making me moan far more then I use to.
Why do people you love, make you feel soo crap without even realising it.
I get it.
I’m sorry I can’t change who I am.
October 2010
9 posts
Doubt I’ll ever feel good enough.
Whisper in the yard and turn the trees all into toys Lay there on the ground, and turn the dirt into your joy From what I see and what I know, it’s all been boring lately So I suggest we trade a question mark in for a maybe Time your riddles right, and make a point that has no sense Make sure that you’re smiling, and the money’s been well spent Innocence and ignorance, it all...
Everyone seems to be looking for some action.
September 2010
19 posts
Numb
Someone bring some spontaneity back into my life.
Do not know what I’m feeling, feel in the slightest.
Brandon Boyd is totally comforting, I cannot stop listening to ‘Courage and Control’ I’m in love with it.
I love songs that make you think about your life and the people that make yours soo good. Did make me cry a bit earlier though, made me realise I miss certain things.
Theres an empty space that I need to fill.
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Loves her Boyfriend lots and really misses film nights in a row.
If you imagine yourself being with someone else for even a moment then why remain with the other person, even dreams can ruin it, so why do it.
August 2010
13 posts
I don’t deserve you.
Current Dreams unnerve me
So sick of making all the effort. give up.
Totally fed up about money revolving conversations, lack of film nights, Waking up to most days being the same due to lack of funds and being uable to see the world, experience new things - leading back to more rubbish conversations about money.
I’m ooo soo glad dreams are free, Mine have become all the more weird and wonderful.
We’re in different worlds. Everything about me’s about to change.
July 2010
16 posts
“All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them”